A part of me will always love you.

I found myself stalking your facebook account, reading all comments that could suffice my curiosity. I’m glad to know that you are happy. No— I am proud.

I didn’t expect that after what we had, after me breaking you apart, you would open your heart again and try to love for the second time. I can’t say this to your face, for I am so afraid to burst into tears. And I know that, that is your weakness. I know that even though I hurt you badly, you would never turn your back and let me bleed. I know you would wipe my tears away and help me heal.

You are not just the man I so much love, you are also my friend, you are my savior.

But let me save you this time.

— Jucel Faith

Photo credit: Gina and Ryan Photography

Those blissful times seemed so fast, but I know that remembering happy moments won’t change the fact that we’ve parted ways. I loved you, more than anything else, more than you and anyone would know. It was hard, but I’ll move on and survive, realizing that it was not really the end.

I opened my heart again, after some self-isolation periods. I loved again, I meet the love of my life, she is a wonderful woman, and I couldn’t ask for more. It was a blessing that she was given by the universe to me, even after our stars went to fade away.

For the very last time, I want to say sorry and, thank you. Sorry for not being good enough, and thank you for giving me an opportunity to recreate myself again. Don’t worry, you don’t need to save me, and I’d already forgiven you. I do wish you the best, and hope life treats you well. May you find your own happy place, because part of me will always love you.

— Blythe Naza

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